CLOSE YOUR EYES,

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

today was great. till you have to just have to tell me about your stupid sister wanting something that you have too. it's really annoying how your parents always give them what they want. they're freaking pampered. and i hate it.
and i hate it when you always complain to me, when you always do nothing. it's really pissing me off.
well, to tell you the truth, i regret getting you such expensive stuff.
i was rather upset when you said you forget to "top-up" your cash. it's not like i want you to treat me or whatever, cause even if you did bring the cash, i would have offered to pay too. but you know what, it just shows how much today means to you. i didnt say anything, hoping you would give me some other surpise or two that might make me feel a wee bit more better. but no, there's nothing.
i feel like crying. but i cant. ARGH.
maybe im just being bitchy and venting my anger here.
but seriously, i dont want you to share that gift i gave you. not that im selfish. it's just that it's rather dangerous to do so. i dont want it to be dead/spoilt. you know your sisters. they destroy or maybe are too young to take care of things.
SIGHS.

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