CLOSE YOUR EYES,

visits.
cut yourself;

then die.

dont

let

them

tear

our

wings

out.


Thursday, February 22, 2007


FOR YOU,

Step one you say we need to talk
He She walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He She smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he she goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him her know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his her defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him her all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his her voice
You lower yours and grant him her one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He She will do one of two things
He Sher will admit to everything
Or he'll she'll say he's she's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

whatever happened, it's all long gone.
dont let the past haunt you.
im here.


12919261, 9:56 AM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007


today was great. till you have to just have to tell me about your stupid sister wanting something that you have too. it's really annoying how your parents always give them what they want. they're freaking pampered. and i hate it.
and i hate it when you always complain to me, when you always do nothing. it's really pissing me off.
well, to tell you the truth, i regret getting you such expensive stuff.
i was rather upset when you said you forget to "top-up" your cash. it's not like i want you to treat me or whatever, cause even if you did bring the cash, i would have offered to pay too. but you know what, it just shows how much today means to you. i didnt say anything, hoping you would give me some other surpise or two that might make me feel a wee bit more better. but no, there's nothing.
i feel like crying. but i cant. ARGH.
maybe im just being bitchy and venting my anger here.
but seriously, i dont want you to share that gift i gave you. not that im selfish. it's just that it's rather dangerous to do so. i dont want it to be dead/spoilt. you know your sisters. they destroy or maybe are too young to take care of things.
SIGHS.


12919261, 7:51 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007


seriously, i hate myself for deleting my old posts. :/

worked on tuesday. met sue! went to pet shop after work. met joth. he kept asking me to buy him animals. ask sue. not me. cause im buying for someone else. like you.
so there's only 2 people that i know of, reading this blog now. i suppose. wee and neo.
do take notice that i blog for both blog. :D

i miss the both of you.

and ah neo, meet up soon. we miss you. and just to let you know that you're still my close friend. xD i still remember the days we had together! just you and me! :D dont overload yourself with work okie? :D health first please! i love you!

and to someone special,
as the day gets shorter,
and as the night gets longer,
when you're here in my arms,
and when im there in your arms,
baby,
i feel every beat of your heart,
beating furtively by the side of my chest.
i miss you baby.
i love you.
HAPPY V's.

i will never let you fall.
i will stand by you forever.
like a guardian angel,
i covered your eyes so you can never see pain.
im there, even when im in absence.
im that holy invisible light that will guide you home.
shelter baby,
i hold my soul up above you and block the rain.

grey skies are filled with rainbows since the day you picked me up.


12919261, 10:23 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007


hey pretty girl, look over here.

i miss people.

I MISS YOU!


12919261, 7:47 AM




DARK.


SERENE
10101989
SEVENTEEN
SINGAPORE POLY; DMTM

FREAK OUT.

BALLET ROCKERS.

FADE AWAY.

DYING, June 2005

DYING, January 2007

DYING, February 2007